God answered

I made my decision. I went with the secretary job at the law center. I guess you could say I'm super pysched to start my new life. I feel really good about it. The people I met there seemed really nice. Usually, when people work for a nonprofit they're not there for a big paycheck but are there because they love what they do. So, ya know...really good people. It feels so good to have a plan.

Proudest Moment

Da-dadada-daaaaaa-da (graduation song). I'm done! Ahh! I just finished my last final/class/semester. This is officially one of the proudest moments of my life. I'm going to do the whole cap and gown thing in May but if anyone feels like they need to congratulate me or give me presents NOW...I won't mind:) Teehee, I'm joking. Wow, its definitely been a crazy journey. Three different schools, two different majors and a two year break. It's hard to believe that I'm actually done. Waaaaahoooooooo!

I'm frustrated

SAY WHAT?

I know, I know...how could I feel frustrated when it's the season of Christmas joy? I dunno...but I do.

Frustration leads to venting (I'm wondering why I am writing this so EVERYONE can see it, maybe someone has some good advice for me???)

Well, I'm coming to the end of a very trying year and four months. Yes, I'm just about finished with school. Don't get me wrong...I'm SO happy this is over and done with . But here's why I'm frustrated: You'd think I'd know what I'd want to do with my life! Yep! I'm just as confused today as I was a year and four months ago. PSST. In my dream world I was hoping I would find my future hunky husband my last semester of school, get married in the spring, have a honeymoon baby and never have to work a real job again.

** Caution: In the following sentences I'm whining in a really high pitched voice**

Because life never goes as planned...I now have to figure out WHAT COMES NEXT. What does come next? I'll tell you what comes next...huge life decisions! Decisions, that will hopefully get me to my Happily Ever After. Deep down I know everything will work out. I'll find that job I'll tap dance to every morning, I'll find a really good guy/best friend to spend forever with and I'll have ridiculously cute babies BUT until then I guess I'm a little scared and confused. Life!

Just in case dreams really DO come true, I gotta put this out there. Matthew...YOU...com...plete...ME!

I'm drinking from the saucer...

My cup runneth over:

1. I am going to be an AUNT! Ryan & Marci are pregnant and I can not wait! Marci is due March 6. 2008.
2. I just got a new JOB! I work at the same place but I am now the assistant to the Marketing Director (she is the funnest, smartest person I know) I'll be helping her advertise all of our projects. I am so glad I get to learn from her. Plus, the job came with a raise...even better:)
3. I have a silly new CRUSH! He doesn't even know that I exist but I'm having the funnest time stalking him.